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hey people,im posting :D

honestly, i miss you gals lots to the extend that ill just cry when i think about u gals, the happy moments we enjoyed, the storms we braved through together, the lame squabbles that brought us closer after we made up and our simply simple gatherings we had. we celebrated the end of every exam period. Partying at each others house and pissing the security guards off. Jumping into the pool like lunatics and then thinking of a way to dry ourselves later. i miss those times a lot.

remember the last few days of school? the times we went to the toilet so frequently that even the teachers got irritated just to take pictures together. walking down the red carpet feeling so grand. singing xie4 xie4 ni3 de4 wen1 rou2. going crazay over fahrenheit and stuff. why didnt we appreciate what we have last time only to regret now? isnt it a little too late? it hurts thinking back but yet, those memories cant help but fill my mind every night. tears would just flow down naturally but its different this time cos there aint anyone to comfort me and dry my tears.

why is everything so different now? feeling so awkward in sec. school, so lonely and the i totally hate the absence of your laughters. school just haunts me every night. its not that i hate the ppl here but in a way that you gals have already taken up such an important role in my life that no one else on earth can ever ever ever replace you. ya know. cos jinglin gives the best advices, shirlyn and charmaine brings laughter to everyone with their crazyness, carissa is so dramatic and therefore entertainig that we would never get bored being with her, rachel never fails to make me smile with her embarrassment ><, yongxuan can always be trusted with secrets, clarabelle gives the best big beary hugs, deborah encouragements really help, chloe is always helping me with my studies, szeting just makes me feel loved and meishu has the sweetest smile that will never fail to brighten up my day. :)

i love you gals for who you are. i hate seeing you gals walk down different paths but its just this silly feeling and i ought to be feeling happy for you gals instead and i hope that our paths would cross one day so that our puzzle will stay completed. believe in destiny yeah.

thanks for always being by my side, cheering me on and evrything. im really really glad to have friends like you gals and ill do anything it takes to be back with you. lts work hard and probably meet in jc or uni. thanks for playing such a special role in my life and i just want ya to know that you gals are greatly appeciated.

thank you, ily <3

i miss you all a lot. im so sorry carissa i cannot go 2 heritage today. i wanna c u all again. im so crapped up wif sch. im damn sick of life. tests everyday. dammit. cant u jus stop all the stupid tests? im so sorry. i jus feel... vry frustrated n sadd. haiz. nvm. i try 2 stay happi though. i wanna go back. i saw the vids rach uploaded. i dunno whether 2 smile or wad. i wanna smile oso cannot smile. wan cry oso cant cry. i dunno why. wads happening. nvm. i jus nid and wanna c ur smiles, your faces once more. come back into my life and nv ever leave...