i miss you all a lot. im so sorry carissa i cannot go 2 heritage today. i wanna c u all again. im so crapped up wif sch. im damn sick of life. tests everyday. dammit. cant u jus stop all the stupid tests? im so sorry. i jus feel... vry frustrated n sadd. haiz. nvm. i try 2 stay happi though. i wanna go back. i saw the vids rach uploaded. i dunno whether 2 smile or wad. i wanna smile oso cannot smile. wan cry oso cant cry. i dunno why. wads happening. nvm. i jus nid and wanna c ur smiles, your faces once more. come back into my life and nv ever leave...